I am late to this, but I feel your pain! My son is 9 months old now, and I still feel like this sometimes. What reallllly doesn't help is me being 6.5 months pregnant right now! I have learned that it is OKAY to get the nanny to watch him sometimes, and that it is OKAY to say "yes, please" when my in-laws offer to babysit. Otherwise, it's just too overwhelming for one person.