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Failure as a ticket to success

by Laura Zigman  |  1333 views  |  3 comments  |        Rate this now! 

(As opposed to an "internship.")

"A job with medical benefits."

(As opposed to freelance work without medical benefits.)

It didn't seem like too much to ask -- I mean, I wanted to have a job and be employable, too -- and the fact that I was going to have to use my imagination in order to find a job I'd be able to do didn't bother me. It also wasn't that hard: while I had been showing myself to be a big failure in math, I had become an excellent typist writing all my English papers and bad poetry, and when I got to New York City and started interviewing for jobs at various book publishing companies, my talents were suddenly obvious. By the time I arrived at the personnel department (now called Human Resources) at Random House I had applied for but been rejected by twelve publishers. Which meant that I'd had thirteen times to practice the standard typing test. The day I finally got my first real job with medical benefits I typed 103 WPM with no mistakes -- which was a big deal back then on those old IBM Correcting Selectric Typewriters.

"Stay there," the personnel person said.

"Is there a job?" I asked.

"No. Not really. But we'll find you one."

And they did. And I stayed there for ten years, working in an eclectic fascinating business where almost no one had been destined for success in an incredibly obvious way. Book publishing was filled with smart people who were just a little bit lost, just a little bit unsure of what the future held, which is why it was such a great place for me. Typing my way into a career instead of testing into it is just one example of how "failure" has always been my ticket to "success." Stay tuned for more examples.

For the first installment in Laura's failure series, read The Failure Chronicles.

About the Author

Laura is the author of 4 novels (Animal Husbandry, Dating Big Bird, Her, and Piece of Work) but constantly feels like a failure. (www.laurazigman.com)

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3 comments so far...

  • When everybody ZIGs, some ZAG. I love that!

    Flag as inappropriate Posted by Lorena on 14th May 2008

  • One last thought ... interestingly, I return to my first strength (English) when my medical work environment gets to chaotic. "Literary Therapy" is what I call it when I journal about the circus I call work. Ha ha.

    Flag as inappropriate Posted by KC on 15th December 2007

  • I believe that my strength is English, too. However, I was somewhat decent in the sciences and pursued a childhood dream of entering medicine. It seemed like a perfect fit as there is both an art and a science to medicine. I will admit, though, that I have struggled where some of my brilliant colleagues have sailed. (The theme of my med school year book page was "fall down seven times, stand up eight.") Despite the struggle, I managed to graduate from medical school, residency and am now in advanced training of a fellowship. My patients are happy with the care I give them, and I enjoy a mutually-esteemed working relationship with the office staff. Buut -- honestly -- sometimes I tire of this struggle. Sometimes I want to enter a room and be the expert; be so brilliant and be recognized as brilliant. I am not sure that will happen because my career is based on cultivation of the weaker of my two passions. In cultivating this weaker side, I have and will experience failure. (NEVER a pleasant experience!) I am convinced that failure is as important as success and that, having experienced failure, I have a unique perspective which will allow me to give better care to my patients (because I can relate) and better instruction to upcoming training physicians. So, a long-winded statement, but I concur with your opinion. As painful as failure is, it is as important (if not more so) than success. One's reaction to it defines that person in a way that cannot be done with success.

    Flag as inappropriate Posted by KC on 15th December 2007

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