So I will be returning to work in two weeks and some days I am really depressed and angry about it, but for the most part I have a positive attitude about it. I feel so much more in control than I did when I returned to work with my first baby. I felt guilty and that I wasn't a good parent. Even though I would LOVE to be home I'm happy that they are with my parents 4 days and my husband 1. I noticed that not just being with me all day has made my first son so outgoing and friendly. He is so well adjusted and even though he is isn't even two I can tell he will be a good person. So, returning to work this time will be different, but I'm proud that I don't look down on myself anymore for it.