I don't think that I know what is FUN anymore. Everyday seems like the other dragging day and there is no fun. Don't get me wrong. I was funny when I was young. Now some of my friends still think I am funny, but actually I did not feel the way that others felt. Life seems trivia in any perspectives.
I loved to write, but English is not my native language. Whenever I want to say something, it is very difficult for me to find the right words. I loved to read, but I lost the enthusiasm and the joyful feelings to read one (I made an excuse that I did not find a right one).
Now I try to find some good (funny?) things in my daily life. I keep telling myself that tomorrow will be another day and it will become better and better.