First day back to work
Today was a very emotional day for me. I left Adrianna for the first time. She went to the lady without an issue, which doesn't surprise me, she is a very happy baby, and a good baby. I was going to stay for 15 minutes or so before I left, but the lady took her from me as soon as I got there, so I just went through my instructions, and tried to not drag it out. Then I forgot my wallet in her diaper bag, so I had to go back, and when I went in she was in the swing swinging with her passy in her mouth, so it was good to know she was still okay, even though it had only been a few minutes. I called at 8 when I got to work, 9:30, and 12:00. Every time she was doing fine, and I did not hear her crying in the background at all, so that was comforting. I work a half day today and tomorrow, so I picked her up at 12:30, and she had just been changed and was being held by one of the teachers, so that was good. The director seems very nice, and she talked to me about how I did and how well Adrianna did. I have been so worried that she will be sad all day, and think I left her, so I'm so glad she did great, and she was so happy to see me too. Wed. will be very hard, because I start working fulltime again. I wish I didn't have too...I dressed up today to start my day off right, and feeling good about myself. It was nice to see my coworkers, and friends, but I missed my baby! I'm sitting on the couch right now with my husband and Adrianna in my arms as I type...yes I am talented haha. She is sound asleep and content as can be. Wish me luck tomorrow. At least I know it's another half day!