Hi everyone. First day here. I returned to work last week after the birth of my second child. I now have two little ones under the age of two. Boy 20 months old, girl 3 months old. I am crying at my desk... just so confused about whether or not I'm doing the right thing. The daycare person I have entrusted my children to is great, she sends me im's during the day, but I'm really struggling with returning to work.... my heart is in my stomach.
How do I do it??? How do I become a freelance writer? I have only my associates degree, but have been told my entire life that I should write for a living (maybe a sign that I could really do this)!
I make more money than my husband at this point, working in the i.t. industry, and I am not married to this profession at all, it's just a paycheck.
I'm dizzy with uncertainty here - do i put work on hold until the kids are in kindergarten? Should I keep up my resume and continue on this career path to some unclear goal? I just don't know what to do!!!!