If this is what 40 is all about I think i will pass to 50 it has got to be better than all the s..t i am dealing with right now. I have so much on my mind that i am going insane and can get one single thought out of my mouth without having some more drama drop into my lap. Everyone thinks i am so easy going and that they all need me to lean on, which is fine to a point but dang enough is enough.
I have raised my niece's daughter Autumn 3 times because her mom Jackie cant seem to get her act together. The last time i had her all night i talked to Jacie about Autumn and how she was acting and how i thought she was being molested. Low and behold we took her to a DR. and found that she was being molested and Jackie blamed her boyfriend Jeff. The state got involved and being here in NC. the systems to full to care about poor little Autumn who is 2 years old. Autumn is still with her mom and Jeff and now she wont bring her over anymore because she is afraid that i will take her again. Autumn callls me mom and i am sure that she dont understand why i am not around any more. There is nothing i can do and now Jackie is expecting another baby by Jeff. This one is a boy. I pray that Jeff gets wise and leaves Jackie and takes his son with him. Jackie is a user and a player and i really believe that she is the one molesting her daughter.
My son Jonatthan has just broke up with his girlfriend after 5 years of being together. They were suppose to get married on July 5th of this year but i reckon that is off to. Jon has been dragging around and i am not sure if he has made a mistake or not. I just hope that things get better and he figures out what would make him happy again.
