Hi Halle Grace. Welcome to Work it, Mom! And a big congratulations on the birth of your little baby, Hunter. How precious newborns are! You are certainly not alone in your worries over going back to work. Feel free to vent/chat/seek advice about it here at Work it, Mom! There are tons of great women here who have been through this. Maybe they can be of some help to you. :)

I'm a moderator for the site, so let me know if you have questions about anything. In the meantime, thought I'd suggest a couple of groups you might enjoy checking out:
http://www.workitmom.com/group_theworkingcloset
http://www.workitmom.com/group_dealingwithchildcare
Bye for now!